Wakaranai... Jissai, watashi wa amari shirimasen... Tada kanjiru dakedesu!
161-Nichi-me!
121-Nichi-me!
Kyō wa sukoshi taidana hideshita. Haha wa `gakkō kaze' ni kakari, 1-shūkan ijō kaze to netsu ni kurushinde iru. Watashi wa dekiru kagiri no koto o shite imasu. Kanojo wa watashi no kyōdai-tachi ni tasuke rarete ori, karera ga watashi ni iu yō ni watashi wa kanojo no sewa o shite imasu. Kanojo o hitori ni shite gaishutsu dekinai koto o oginau tame ni, onrain de shūshoku no mensetsu o ikutsu ka okonaimashita.
Kihontekini, watashi wa sudeni kono-ka no sewa o shite irunode, fukuzatsude wa naku, subete o jibun no yarikata de okonau node kantandesu. Watashi no jidai ni! Shikashi, watashi ga itta yō ni, sonohi wa namakemonode wa naku, namakemonodeshita. Yarubeki koto wa subete yattashi, nichiyōbi no tesuto no tame ni benkyō shitashi, yarou to shite ita koto o mada yatte iru.
Totemo sukinakotoba ga arimasu. Koten-tekina naruto no 3-banme no ōpuningu de kanojo o hajimete mimashita. Kanojo wa `yume o mi hajimeru to megasameru' to ii, yoku watashi ni hanashikakete kuremasu. Naruto wa ryōshin nashi de sodachi, tsuneni kutsujoku o uke, tsuneni jibun no kachi o shōmei shinakereba naranakatta. Dakara, kare wa nemutte iru toki, ichiraku no rāmen o nozoite, jinsei de shiawasena koto shika keiken shinakatta to omou. Kare no yumenonakade wa, kare wa konoha no mura de mottomo tsuyoku, mottomo kyōryokude, saikōdeshita.
Watashi mo tokidoki onajidesu. Kyō, ran'ningu ni iku mae ni kimyōna yume o 2-tsu mimashita. 1-Jikan han netaga, kirainahito no yumewomiru ni wa jūbundattaga, yumenonakade kare wa hontō no jibun no yō ni mo mienakatta. Kore ni tsuite wa atode kangaemasuga, yumenonakade kare o tasukemashita. Watashi wa sorehodo shinka shite inainode, kono fu kaikan ga nai koto o negatte imasuga, ko kūnya ojisan no tame ni sono yōna koto o shimashita.
2-Banme no yume de kanojo no yumewomita nodesuga, dō iu wake ka setsumei mo dekimasenga, kanojo wa mada watashinoie ni kite imashitaga, kyō watashi ga sunde iru iede wa arimasendeshita. Kanojo wa mada watashinohaha no subete no tokken to ai o tanoshinde imashita. Soshite jisseikatsude wa, watashinohaha wa ima demo kanojo o totemo aishiteimasu! Demo, yumenonakade watashitachi wa hotondo kuchi o kikazu, ienomawari de itsumo kao o awasete imashitaga, otagai ni nani mo iwanakatta nodesu. Kanojo ga watashi no purintā ga atta watashinoheya de watashi ni butsukaru made. Kanojo wa nanika o tori ni itte ite, watashitachi no kata ga fureta toki, watashitachiha tachidomari, sekai wa issho ni tomatta. Katahō ga mō katahō no nioi o kagi, kanojo wa watashi no te o shikkari to nigiri, watashi wa teikō sae shimasendeshita. Sonogo no nagai hōyō no naka de, watashi wa kanojo o nikunda koto wanai, watashi no mune ni wa kanojo e no ai dake ga arudarou to kanojo ni iimashita!
Kanojo wa watashi no beddo ni yoko ni narimashita. Kanojo wa watashi no ōkina shatsu o kite imashita. Soshite, utsubuse ni nesobette watashi ni hanashikakete kimashita. Watashi wa kanojo to kanojo no kuchi o miru hōhō shika shiranakattanode, watashi wa kaiwa no naiyō sae shirimasendeshita. Kanojo wa waratte, watashi ga 9-nenkan kanojo o aishita no to onaji hyōjō de watashi o mimashita! Soshite kanojo no egao wa itsumo no yōdeshita: Sen no taiyō no yō ni!
Geitaidenwa no tokei ga genjitsu sekai de mezameta. Megasameta-ra, mōsukoshi jikan ga kakatte ireba, kanojo to watashi wa kisuwoshite, motto shiawasedattanoni to kakushin shite imashita. Shikashi, genjitsu wa, watashiniha kanojo kara nani mo nokotte orazu, egao wa hotondo naku, riyū mo wakarimasen!
Yume demo īkara issho ni kurasete yokatta! Hashittakedo yokatta… shikashi, sono yume no ato, kore hodo shiawasede kūruna mono wa arimasen... Soshite,-betsu no hi mo tsudzukimasu! `Machado wa tereiro o furueagare, osorete wa naranai ojuoba yo! Orore zango!
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